up. 。Qin Jingwen was silent first, as for Xuxu she had been considering how to handle it, not wanting to hurt the child, but also not wanting to embarrass Qiao Shunchen, but a solution that satisfie...Qin Jingwen was once again conflicted. Hearing him say it could be a release for him, and also a kind of progress in his letting go.

But in front of Qiao Shunchen, she found it hard to control her mouth on this matter. 。She was afraid that Qiao Shunchen would point out what she thought was wrong and correct her, leading to an argument. 。Every time they argued, she didn't know what Qiao Shunchen was feeling, but she always felt wronged and hurt. 。Because there were so many things to consider, Qin Jingwen didn't know whether or not she should listen. 。After hesitating for a while, Qin Jingwen withdrew her hand. 。"Go ahead, I'm listening." 。“ Qin Jingwen thought about it and still chose to be a listener. She would do her best to keep her mouth shut and refrain from giving any comments or judgments. 。“Thank you for being so warm >>> 。Qin Jingwen's decision was an encouragement to Qiao Shunchen, a warm ray of sunshine that gave him the courage to face everything in his past. 。There are some things I’ve told you about, but I haven’t gone into detail. 。Today I'm providing further clarification so that you know everything about me. 。" Joe Shun-chen began to talk about things from over twenty years ago. 。Let's start with his friendship with Song Xinzhe. 。"My best friend, Song Xinzhe, and I have been friends since we were classmates. Back then, I would often go to his house to play." 。His parents' interactions are very loving, you could say their home is filled with joy and laughter every day. 。"I especially envy the relationship between his parents. They have such a loving and joyful way of expressing their love." 。But our family is different. I always feel there's some pressure in our home. 。 Qiao Shunchen closed his eyes, recalling something from over twenty years ago, but for some reason, he felt nervous, so nervous that his hands unconsciously gripped the bedsheets. 。They don't fight, but they're not as close as Song Xinzhe's parents. 。They always kept a certain distance and treated each other with respect. 。"It doesn't feel like they're husband and wife, more like friends who could or couldn't exist." 。Finally, one day we found out that he had a woman outside. That's why I knew why he kept his distance from his mother. 。When we first found out, my sister and I didn't react too much. But we secretly looked for that woman. 。That woman was very surprised to see us, she seemed not to know we were there. 。But it's also possible she knows, just didn't think we would come to her. 。Joe Shun-chen still kept his eyes closed, feeling like if he opened them, he wouldn't be able to speak or the scene would disappear. 。"Wait a minute, can I say something" Qin Jingwen told herself over and over not to speak, but Qiao Shunchen was just the beginning, and she couldn't control herself. 。"You said " 。Jo Shunchen listened attentively because he needed Qin Jingwen to help him analyze which link he had overlooked and misunderstood. 。“When did your parents' way of getting along start” Qin Jingwen asked her question, Many families are respectful of each other, but that doesn’t necessarily mean it’s a sign of infidelity. 。“As far back as I can remember, they've always been like this.” 。“ Joe Shunchen thought for a moment before answering 。"When did Uncle Qiao have his affair" Qin Jingwen began to doubt this time again. 。"I don't know, but grandpa said he was hospitalized because he was sick, and that woman was one of his doctors." 。That was when they met and started getting to know each other. 。"I don't believe it, I think they should have met sooner." 。After Qiao Shunchen finished speaking, he directly stated his opinion. 。It's not that I don't trust grandpa, it's just that based on my parents' living situation, fathers tend to cheat earlier in life. 。"Why don't you believe it, there are no absolute thoughts or imaginations in this world" 。Your parents' relationship pattern may have been this way since they got married, you can't use this pattern as a basis for your uncle's infidelity. 。"I heard from Uncle Joe that their marriage was arranged by their parents." 。They don't like each other and have to get married, there is no love between them. What basis do you give them to live a loving life like Song Xinzhe's parents 。“ Qin Jingwen thought Qiao Shunchen was wrong about this. She believed that the mistake of a marriage between parents started with the father's infidelity from the beginning. ” 。Just like you and Song Yien, aren't you a married couple Are you respectful to each other or are you passionate about each other" Qin Jingwen felt that using Qiao Shunchen's own experience would be more persuasive. 。"So you're saying that they've always been this way, since the beginning of their marriage, and it has nothing to do with a third party" Qiao Shunchen seemed to understand. Qin Jingwen meant that there was no real feeling between her parents at all, so they didn't care about each other's feelings in anything. 。"Yes, it has nothing to do with a third party" 。Because there was no love between them, they only cheated when they felt a spark with someone else. 。Qin Jingwen felt that she still couldn't control herself and began to meddle in Qiao Shunchen's affairs. 。But she felt that the analysis of her reasons for not caring touched a nerve in Qiao Shunchen. 。He suddenly grew stern, his voice low as he contradicted Qin Jingwen. 。He can cheat on me whenever he wants, but my mother would never cheat. 。Jo Shun-chen's trust in his mother came from somewhere he didn't even know, yet it was vaguely there, upholding his mother's dignity. 。"You... " "My words weren't directed at anyone, I didn't say your mother cheated." 。I'm just saying that under their kind of marriage, cheating is normal. 。Qin Jingwen was very embarrassed, so embarrassed that even her explanation seemed pale and powerless. 。At this very moment, she once again realized how nosy she had been. 。 Qiao Shunchen sensed Qin Jingwen's embarrassment and also regretted that he had not been mindful of his words. 。He supported his mother but he couldn't treat Qin Jingwen in that way. He couldn't let Qin Jingwen become the outlet for his repressed anger for over twenty years. 。"I'm sorry, I have a problem with my attitude." 。" Joe Shunchen apologized, and his tone softened. 。"Hmph... Get used to it. No need to apologize." 。"However, Joe Shunchen I have a question I want to ask you... Never mind. 。If you want to keep talking, go ahead. If not, just go to sleep. 。" Qin Jingwen is not a habit, it's self-inflicted trouble. " 。She wanted to ask Joe about one thing, she wanted to know if he could just get angry with other women without caring about their feelings too. 。For example, Ye Wen, Li Mo, or that woman he forgot but whose image was deeply etched in his mind. 。But Qin Jingwen didn't ask this question, and when the topic changed, Qiao Shunchen couldn't continue talking about the past. 。"If you want to ask, just ask. Why aren't you asking" 。I promise no matter what you say there won't be any attitude. 。" Qiao Shunchen spoke cautiously, not knowing what Qin Jingwen's hesitation meant. 。"It's pointless to say anything more." 。 。Qin Jingwen couldn't say it, because if she did, the two of them would argue again. 。She didn't want to argue anymore, she didn't want all the memories left with Qiao Shunchen to be scenes of arguing. 。Then I'll continue. 。"

Qin Jingwen didn't speak, and Qiao Shunchen could only continue. After all, opportunities to listen to Qin Jingwen were rare. 。After I and my sister talked to her a few times, she agreed not to contact him anymore. 。But he kept looking for her, until my mother jumped from a building he was still looking for her. 。"

You said we could not hate, right " 。If he had apologized to his mother and admitted his mistake earlier, his mother would not have jumped to her death. 。"The past is always painful, every recollection is a torture. " 。 Qiao Shunchen always believed that the incident was his father's fault. If he had handled things better, his mother would not have jumped off the building out of despair. 。"Have you talked to your mother during this time" 。"There were no specific talks, just advice given..." 。"At that time, Qiao Shunchen was still young, and it was his older sister who persuaded him. 。It was precisely because he hadn't done anything for his mother that he always felt remorse and regret. 。"Do you think your mother's feelings for Uncle Joe are to the point of sacrificing her life for him" 。At the same time, she was also analyzing... 。Joe Shun-chen said that his parents treated each other with the utmost respect, and Uncle Joe also said they were a family alliance without feelings. 。Both situations indicate that neither person has love for the other. 。How could two people without love possibly feel heartbreak, or even give up their lives because of a betrayal 。Qin Jingwen's question stumped Qiao Shunchen. He had never thought about the depth of his parents' feelings for each other. 。Never had I thought that Qin Jingwen would ask if love could be interpreted with one's life. 。 “I don't know 。Joe Shunchen was truly clueless when he gave such an answer. 。Since we've already talked about this, I might as well say a few words. 。Qin Jingwen just wanted to help Qiao Shunchen solve this matter and make him no longer be affected by it emotionally. 。At this moment, she had thrown her own vows to the wind. She would rather die than keep her thoughts to herself. 。She really wanted to ask herself, if it wasn't because of Qiao Shunchen, would she still put in so much effort 。Things you don't know, uncertain things, cannot be judged irresponsibly. 。Did your mother commit suicide by jumping from a building Did she ever say that she hated Uncle Joe's infidelity, or that she couldn't accept it 。"Has she cried and made a fuss and fought for this" "If none of that happened, I think your mother doesn't have feelings for Uncle Joe." 。" Try to figure out the reason, don't blame everything on Uncle Joe. " 。Qin Jingwen knew everything, although she had no right to comment on who was right and wrong. However, she just felt that Uncle Qiao was innocent in the matter of his mother's suicide. 。"Also, your ideas might have been biased from the beginning. Both you and Qiao Yujie leaned towards feelings without objectively and rationally analyzing the situation." 。"I understand you, the pain of suddenly losing your mother can leave you feeling overwhelmed and unable to think straight. " 。But all these years have passed, you can't treat this matter as recklessly as you did when you were a child. 。Qin Jingwen felt that Qiao Shunchen didn't need to say any more. The whole thing still depended on Qiao Shunchen and Qiao Yu's ideas, and it wasn't related to the third party. 。They readily placed the blame for their mother's death on the father. Since it was the father, they couldn't seek revenge directly, so they could only harbor resentment and naturally shifted the idea of revenge onto a third party. 。Now what needs to change is Joe Shunchen and Joe Yu, not the third party who has never appeared. 。ly her besides the police. 。" By the way, there's one more thing I want to tell you " 。For your safety, I applied to the leadership to get you a gun. 。That way you can protect yourself when necessar...